Growing
Today i’m filled with so many feelings.. i’m having trouble breathing.
but then when i do breathe i’m reminded i’m alive.. and lucky to feel at
all. lucky to have a life with my very own invisible amusement park
that teaches me growth. growth that might be painfully slow or
nauseatingly fast, but present..
sometimes i get locked out and its cold
and rainy and have to sleep in my room alone and scared..
sometimes i
get on the beach alone, staring at sunset and just sit and watch the
colors change in the sky and i feel infinite and full..
and sometimes i
feel it inside and just smile.. regardless of every experience, laugh,
tear, ache, and beat… i’m growing but realize i'm still alone with my own
fantasy...
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