i can't believe i turn 23 next month.. i don't know what to say, i grown up as a women but i feel unproductive since a couple month ago. I think I'm a loser (again). I grew up until now haven't been able to become more useful. and all I see is fear of the future. fear of the future that I don't know what would be.
Can I make my parents proud? Can I make my parents happy? my parents are getting older, but I can't give anything even to give my own happiness. can i find the right job? can i find my soulmate? whereas i think i'm to addictive with emptiness.