our first trip

jika di tanya, kenapa bisa dengan yang satu ini. jawabannya..

with him, i just realize faith and relationship with God is important. dari pada sesuatu yang bersifat duniawi. bersamanya, saya sadar bahwasanya kenyamanan dan hubungan yang dilandasi dengan semata-mata ingin beribadah, di dasari dengan kenyamanan batin akan lebih penting dari pada hanya sekedar memenuhi kesetaraan standar kebahagiaan di mata orang lain.

with him, i just found my Self-Worth. no more feeling like i am the other women who has no sense of belonging, no more feeling worthless because i am the One. i am the only woman in his life. right now! and i am his future.. no more feeling WORTHLESS.. no more sleepless night thinking i just ended up alone. cause i found my "Love" and my Own TRUTH.

with him, i just found my Self-Love. i just hating my body and everything else, my gummy smile, my dark amprit, my dark skin, my personality.. but with him, it's doesn't matter.. i just feel like a Woman.

with him, i just feel more intimacy and learn that sexual intimacy is BEAUTIFULL. i haven't s with him for my more than 2 years relationship. but everytime we rushing make out was so addicting and i can't get over i till the other night .. we joking silly about our wedding night and it's so exciting :D

with him, i just realize lame joke and humorist is the new romantic.. sometime it's not funny to cringe everytime but who cares?

his beard :)

non smoker, and Gosh.. i love him

i love you

our first meet. March 2019